Wednesday, February 18, 2009
loneliness
I am satisfied with my life now,motivation to study and improve knowlegde,but i realized that i was doing all this stuff alone and no one stand by my side.This was when i felt that i really need someone to rely on.When i was facing with the frustration during the sutdies, i need someone to talk with my sadness.When i was alone on the bed in night, i indeed desired to receive a sweet call from my sweetheart and heard some encouragement from her.Maybe it was too late for me to wish for having a lover now ,or maybe this feeling will vanish in a few days later,in this moment my heart told me that i need someone to rely on.Friends are no longer good friends as they will be busy for their own life .Parents are no longer caring parents as they think you need to be independent as a 18 year-old teenager.I felt isolated and dumped, i am sorry for my lie before that i can live alone till 36 ,but how can i find someone i really love and of course she love me?It's hard isnt it?
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You are not alone, we are still here for you.Well,as you know, I am having some problems with my life nowadays too.The blue emotion keeps attacking me but I find nobody, i see noone, I did't sign in MSN anymore.I am isolating myself.
ReplyDeleteIt is pain indeed but it is a clear cut that once I can cope with it, it means loneliness means nothing to me anymore in the future.
Don't rely because nobody is going to be there for you permanently.
Create your own antibody.
我想这只是个短暂的寂寞吧？
ReplyDelete试着找出自己兴趣的东西来做，也许这样生活会更充实的。
最近好想回到过去在学校上课的日子。出到社会才发现，原来读书真的很好！加油！
看到你们的英文，不禁叹息....
我的英文渐渐的退步，咳！