The anxiety never stop to haunt me, i still lived under the shadow of griefy and it's expanding substantially.I wonder if it is an exaggration that we can speak none in front of those foreigners but an exaggration from her will also be an 99 percent fact.I searched for the website once again and novel information displayed.Lots of aches really suffocated me.Qualifying test for english, choice of hostel,major,minor , interview of loan and my students suddenly pushed me to the peak of insanity.What if i failed the first ever english test in my life which is humiliating enough!What if my students get a worse result in this exam?The pressure from parents to study intesively and students' parents to motivate their kids are the only phrases that appeared in mind.And i am still in my way resorting the childish attitude and appearance which most people have no reason to worry about,unfortunately i stucked in the bottleneck.
I guess i faced my first ever junction in my life,bless me god...
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Wondering y u r so worry about the uni stuff. Going to uni supposed to b a happy thing and were you worry about the english test, I can just tell u a brutal fact:Our english standard is at mid-lower class. If u wish to get gud result there, its nearly imposible. But y so anxious? We gt our special places, we can speak n write chinese well, nt to mention Bahasa Malaysia.... So jus dun worry to fail the test, u jus hv to get used to the word "fail" of which u wont c frequently in jit sin.
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