the only thing that i can express now was weary,weary and weary.Starting to feel the stresses of financial problem in studying overseas,i began to teach tuition recently.Just starting two weeks but my heart start to summon the feeling of giving up.This was when i really start to admire the students who is studying and working at the same time.Whatever i will try to suit the situation,tomorrow i will go to singapore with my parents to have a visit at NUS and NTU,this will be the right time to expand my view and knowledge , of course i will make my final decision to choose my preference of university.Just wait and see ...