LOVE

I couldnt believe that my mind had changed thoroughly.LOVE is such like blood and i am like vampire now,i am thirsty.

空虚感

现在的我，是一个人坐在阅读室里发呆的。昨天的平安夜和这里的朋友一起去庆祝了，果然和自己预期的想要的气氛完全不一样。在乌节路的圣诞气氛很高潮和疯狂，但我却丝毫没有被感染到的感觉。我一直是处于勉强应付朋友和郁闷的状态，但为了不让朋友失望我还是装出很尽兴的样子。拒绝了到朋友家过夜和隔天去教堂观看表演的邀请，理由是我不喜欢到别人家做客。但清楚我的人绝对知道这是个借口，老实说呆在这里久了，对这里的不适感厌恶感是越来越多了。我宁愿选择一个人发呆寂寞，也不愿勉强自己去应付别人，这个本来就是我的性格。大家说圣诞节是要人多才会热闹，但我一直都认为只要有好朋友在身边，圣诞节才会是快乐的。希望明年的圣诞节我能够在我熟悉我爱的人身边度过，坦白说，我越来越讨厌新加坡了

chillax-ing

After a series of restless exam,i am currently in holiday now.Resting in home now,enjoying the time that i can sit in room and do nothing.Listening to his favourite song,looking to the garden outside my room,but after a week,everything will go back to normal.I hate the fast-paced life of singapore,it make me felt extremely stressed,yet singapore is really a perfect place to study.Just look at the people here,motivation of studying is everywhere in here,i need to overcome the stress and lazinees,i am convinced that i can do it.But before that i need time to CHILLAX