Finishing my modern chemistry paper yesterday and dragging exhausted body went back to hostel,i damn want a sleep for 24 hours ,but i cant even take a minute rest as i still need to go for band practice,what the hell!!The only thing that consoled me was that i am confident enough to score 40 out of 50 for my first exam.I think i still havent lose my passion in studying yet,it is just that i want to experience a meaningful university life thus i try to take part in more activities.I promise i would find a balance between it,woo i still need to continue to study for the math and econs paper on the wednesday!!Bless me god and i am definitely expecting the oncoming week as i would have my first band performance !!!

冲动

打开了沛然的facebook相簿，看到了大家在离别前夕和台湾时的合照，有种突然的失落感。觉得地理距离也的确把我们的感情冲淡了，毕竟无法参与六年好友的回忆是令我感到心酸和无奈的。在新加坡我和洁，雷和升的见面机会碍于课业和活动上的繁忙根本没有办法时常见面。偶然的相遇也只能互相寒暄。老实说，我也开始对这里的生活感到厌恶了，毕竟缺少了中学六年挚友的相伴的不安感，你问我会不会对之前所作的选择后悔，我的答案是不，但我的确有一种冲动，一种想象把隔膜冲破的冲动。

尝试

大学生活已过了一个多月，充实感+忙碌感+疲惫感是可想而知的。但我同时多了成就感，因为接触了各个方面的事物。就比如说昨天就在实验室里做了人生第一个将近五个小时的实验，如愿成为了乐团的主唱（超兴奋），参加了四个歌唱团体！！！，做了自己以向来都很反感的文书！和财政！！,学了网球，长跑（我以前可是和运动完全没关系的），今天更首次学了键盘看谱，明天又要去学游泳，真的觉得进大学来就是要接触不同的事物，我现在终于发现，我不想只当一根成天躲在房间啃书的worm!!